Dreaming your dream..

The year is almost end, I can't believe time flies so fast. Now it's time to make another new year resolutions. I wonder what surprises "the universe" has for me. We have said our prayer and hope only for the best, but sometimes only the lucky one get through all test to win the rest (or so..I've heard).

My aunt who just celebrated her 51th wedding anniversary said, to get through all those years in marriage and life you got to do your own things. DO YOUR OWN THINGS. Apparently that is a good advice. In order to stay healthy in life is to keep doing your own things, do things that you like to do. But somehow it is not easy to find balance between managing family life and achieving your own dreams.

When it comes to make a new year resolutions, I find myself in doubt and sometimes in fear. Will I be able to achieve that goal, will I ever have the heart to do it, will I earn the persistence to overcome what may happen? Often, I long for part of me that was dare to do anything, a part that never weigh to much worries, but life is like that..an excuse always comes in a way...

"It's funny because when you're a child, you believe you can be anything you want to be, go wherever you want to go. There's no limit to what you can dream. You expect the unexpected, you believe in magic, in fairy tales and in possibilities. Then you grow older and that innocence is shattered and somewhere along the way the reality of life gets in the way and you're hit by the realization that you can't be all you wanted to be, you just might have to settle for a little bit less.

Whoever thought those childhood dreams weren't quite beyond our grasp after all ? Why do we stop believing in ourselves ? Why do we let facts and figures and anything but the dreams  rule our lives ?" (Love Rosie, Cecilia Ahern p.198) 

That passage explain what's inside my head at this very moment. New year resolutions for me would be more or less the same with last year perhaps...somehow I feel like I lost all the excitement of making a new goal..a new resolutions...would it matters if I don't even have any resolutions at all this year ??

"Dumbed down and numbed by time and age

Your dreams to catch the world, the cage

The highway sets the travelers stage

All exits look the same"

(I and Love and You - The Avett Brothers)